Hey Mom,
I was called by president Castro he told me what happened, I'm so sorry its so hard I know but its ok. when P-Castro called I didn't know to be happy or sad I mean i'm very sad but being a missionary its ok cause we know families can be together forever. Its different through my eyes cause we teach that, that families are forever through our heavenly father and teaching that to people helps me to know it even better and also prayer helps to cause I know now that grandpa is happy where he is and he can also hear our prays. its so hard I know you are there and i'm here, i'm not sure which one is harder I mean its harder for you cause he is your dad and he will always be your dad but being away from him is so hard too. I got to talk to him one last time on the phone on the way to the MTC and didn't get to say everything I wanted say. I did get to say some through some of the letters I sent home but not all of what I wanted to say to him before he left. But I know now I can just tell him through pray and he will heir it, i also know now he is watching over all of us now from where he is and he will try to help us as much as he can just like our heavenly father. I wish I was there to comfort you in what you are going through but I know you have Dennis =) (what you always tell me is put your chin up and hold a smile on you face), I know if you do that you will be happy and you should be happy grandpa is now with one of the best people in the world even more he is hole himself.
GRANDPA / family
I know this point in life is so hard but you can't let it hurt, yes it will hurt but don't let it hurt to much, when I hired this from my mission president I didn't know how to feel happy or sad, i'm so sad and i cried on the phone and its ok to cry that's one of the things out here I have learned (not willingly if i can say) but I was so sad but as a missionary I know the truth better then any one I will teach and talk to even you as families, I know that families can be together forever though the atonement of our heavenly father and Jesus Christ. That is one of the things that made me feel happy that I know i'll see grandpa again but even better I can pray and I know he will hear it and what I have to say. Before I left I would go and visit with grandpa for a little bit, we would talk about his life about my life and how work is going but one of the things I wanted to know from grandpa is how he felt about me going on a mission and I know he is so very proud of me. Make the best of life right now. I know grandpa feels the same way cause as I type this I feel him with me now and I know this is what grandpa and heavenly father wants me to say.
Everyone grandpa loved you all so much and would do anything for you, don't look as him as gone he is there he is here he watches over us I know he will, I know he dose.
I love you all and miss you all I know the things I am doing is true and I wish I was there to say good buy to grandpa but I know I don't need to, don't for get that grandpa is not gone he is here. and I say these things to all of you my family, that heavenly father loves us and wants us to be with him and our own families
forever and always. IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST AND OUR FATHER AMEN.
YOUR ELDER FYFFE. OF CALIFORNIA VENTURA.
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